Sorry that I’ve been a bit quiet of late. My brain seems to be functioning in a more ‘normal’ (whatever that means) way. Gone are the flash thoughts of suicide and self harm, still get the occasional down days and I’m still having psychological input but all in all, I’m returning to my old self. And thank fuck for that. I was getting pissed off with me, so Christ only knows how David and my family and friends were feeling.
I’m back doing the charity based things I love to do, the things that I actively enjoy and the things that I believe define me.
Started back at Coventry Hospital Radio three weeks ago, and despite there being a balls up on the computer when I was playing Carly Rae Jepsen’s Call Me Maybe (I don’t care WHAT you think, I like it), it went okay. I soon found myself being able to open my mouth and words falling out in shambling sentences. Hooray! Soon, I’ll be back shambling at full pelt.
Anyway, that’s enough of me – just a short and sweet update of how my brain is. Still a bit wrong, but trying to function better.
And as a lovely aside here, the beautiful Fran and the fabulous Tom are getting hitched on Sunday 25 August. I’m so pleased for the two of them, and would like to wish them all the love and luck in the world. And thank you so much for leaving me in charge of the music. I’m sure that if any hospital radio listeners are reading this, they’ll be praying for you.
To Fran and Tom, worra lully cupil.